Post by Star on Jul 26, 2023 0:36:46 GMT -5
Being here was never different in the cards. This was the business I was raised in, and I had loved it from the very beginning. My time thus far was spent in finding a place here and working out in the gym. I keep hearing my grandfather in my head telling me I had to be ready every minute.
I walked into the room that was set up with cameras and props. I walked over to the couch that was sitting catty-cornered from the chair that the interviewer was sitting in. I sat down and pushed my hair out of my face, pulling it all to one side.
Hello, it’s good to see you today. We see that you have a match on Anarchy, with Outcast Championship Wrestling. This is a big change from RLF for you. A place where you are known and come from a line of wrestlers. You made a name in RLF for yourself, but you were with family then.
So you're saying that because I was with family that I was able to make a name? That I’m not all that?
I didn’t say that, but it will be a change here won’t it? Being away from the family and with a different crowd of people?
The only change is proving myself outside of my family's business. Just because I’ve been in the business with my family doesn’t mean I’m not just as much a wrestler as the other wrestlers here.
Your grandfather has been your major trainer. Is he going to be working with you here?
It’s not but a 3 hour drive from home, so he comes up for a few days and makes sure I’m on track. Then he can go back home when he needs to. Now, I know you are about to bust a gut to reveal things, but I’m not here because of family. I’m here because of me and me alone. At this moment I’m here getting ready to go against someone that thinks she is the shit. Kyleigh Everhart had a match at the pay per view and she won. She won because she went against a man that thought just because he was a man that he had an up to winning. You put two shits together, they are still shit. See you can keep on wanting to talk about my family and everything else, but you don’t want to concentrate on what is here and now. I have a match and beating this Kyleigh is what is on my mind.
I felt like some clown on a reality show, waiting for some shocking information coming out. Sitting in a fake ass room, fake ass pictures, a person that only cares about how her hair looks, and refreshing her makeup at every break. I wanted out of here. I was ready to go to the gym and hit something or somebody. I started to leave but instead I looked back at the interviewer.
Everytime I am getting ready to go into a match, someone wants to bring up my family and the past. The past doesn’t define me. It just shows where I’ve come from and why I am the way I am. I’ve learned to deal with that though, everyone wanting to make the past out to be more than what it should be. Maybe part of coming here was to walk away from everything I know and make a new start. Get away from the past just a little and make my own future. I’m not going to talk about my family, I’m going to talk about me. I’ve been a wrestler now for several years. I’ve held titles and I’ve proved myself time and time again. I may have a slow start here, but I know the business and I know that I’m going to go into that ring and give it my all. Kyleigh may be ready, but she isn’t going to just walk away with a clean run. She will have to work for it if wants it. Buy a ticket and come see the show!
I was done talking. Talking wasn’t going to get us anywhere. That was something that I’ve learned over the years. I walked out of their fake room and back into the real world.
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You know you lost time. Interviews don’t do anything except take time away from your training.
I know what you have told me, and I’ll give you the full time. Oh wait, we don't do full time before a show. So why the hell does it matter that I did an interview, or even if I had a mud bath. It doesn’t matter, does it Sonny. I respect everything you have done for me and what you continue to do for me.
But?
Give me some room to breathe.
You sound like your mother.
I’m not my mother.
It seems you are running from your mother.
I’m not running from anything. I’m making my own world. My mother made her world, I’m making mine. Simple as that.
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Slow start, but I’m ready. Happen what may, let’s get this show on the road.
Give me some room to breathe.
You sound like your mother.
I’m not my mother.
It seems you are running from your mother.
I’m not running from anything. I’m making my own world. My mother made her world, I’m making mine. Simple as that.
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Slow start, but I’m ready. Happen what may, let’s get this show on the road.