Post by Deleted on Sept 28, 2023 12:50:44 GMT -5
I am the O-Mega, Zella O-Mega
There was something in Zelda brewing about to burst out like a wild fire that couldn't be contained any longer. She felt motivated to do better in her career and part of that meant feeling the feelings she had tried to shove down.
She was angry that in part she did quit Anarchy because she was scared. She felt like she had let herself down by believing that she wasn't as good as the other people on the show but it was too late now and she knew staying on Rise was going to be the best thing. She would work her way up to Anarchy then to the main events on Anarchy but for now she made her bed and needed to lay in it.
She was disappointed in herself because she was letting someone like Toxicita get to her in even the smallest of ways. It wasn't like people hadn't said she was weak before it was everyone's go to in fact. Toxicita kept pushing on it though and that annoyed Zelda badly.
Overall though Zelda was sad that the one thing she used to enjoy with her whole heart was causing her so much stress. She used to not care if she won or lost as long as she put on a show and the fans enjoyed it. She didn't care about the championships the opportuinies usually just fell in her lap. Now though she wanted to win and felt pressured to win. Instead of having fun she was starting to overwork herself.
In the gym Zelda hit a punching bag over and over to the rhythm of her music playing in the background. With each hit she felt better but still mad at everything going on. She had to much on her mind and needed just a few minutes to decompress. Each hit helped her clam down until she was able to run on the treadmill. After her warm up she drove to the arena where some of the backstage talent was training in the ring.
Zelda pulled Mary Jane aside while the other trained and with a smiled asked Do you mind doing some ring work with me? Mary nodded and the two entered the ring.
Mary and Zelda started out in their respective corners before grabbing each other by the shoulders in the middle of the ring. Both women showed vigalance when Zelda got the upper hand with a swift knee into the rib cage of Mary. She bent over and down to her side as Zelda worked hard to keep the upper hand with punches to the face of Mary backing her into the corner of the ring. Zelda stopped just long enough to ram Mary into the opposite side of the ring and deliver a clothesline so powerful Mary came stumbling out of the corner. Zelda hit Mary with a massive beat drop but Mary refused to give up or be pinned. The two continued to do ring work for a few more minutes before Zelda completely over powered Mary and won the practice match. After thanking Mary, Zelda called for a camera man.
Swetty and out of breath Zella stood in the middle of the ring with her hands on her hips standing tall and proud. You can continue to degrade me Toxicita and try to make me feel small but I'm still standing in the middle of this ring in your hometown ready to take you on. You've been trying to make me feel small compared to you this whole time and it hasn't worked. I guess that's something else you've failed at. Another thing you'll fail at is marking me off your list when I beat you.
I do want to say thank you though because you gave me the motivation I needed to really step up my game. I feel recharged and ready to take on anything which is bad news for you. Up to this point I didn't feel like I was good enough to come back to the ring. I thought that after I got hurt that maybe wrestling wasn't for me anymore but I kept pushing myself. I still hoped I would feel like I did when I first stepped into a wrestling again and because of you I do feel that way. So thank you.
Zella walks to the ropes and leans on them. If anyone needs to be "cut off" it's you Toxicita. How can someone who acts so toxic and be proud of it being any sort of dignity to Rise? How can you with your sour puss attitude and crude ways make this show better when you still aren't trying to better yourself? I really do pitty you Toxicita because you're too scared to be anything other than a mean girl. Apparently you were raised to constantly defend yourself which explains this outer shell you try to keep intact but what's under that? A woman who was under appreciated when she did her best? I understand that feeling but I turned that feeling into motivation and you just turned it into hate. You took the easy way out of your feeling and emotions and that will be your undoing in the end. One of these days you're going to step into the ring and end up like Destiny because you push your emotions down so deep so you can pretend you have none.
If anyone is pulling at straws it's you saying I give head to fans so they like me. I'm sorry noone likes you unless you're on your knees but I don't have to do such things in order to get people to like me. Unlike you I'm more than words, I am action and that's why people enjoy to watch me and little eight year olds as you like you point out look up to me. I think you might just be jealous honestly. You're jealous people can be something in this business without putting out and you're jealous that someone doesn't have to mean in order to win. I put myself out there every week in the ring. I wanted to give up but I didn't I kept going. I wanted to hang up my wrestling boots because I was too scared that I'd not be good enough anymore. I put myself out there though and won twice. I will be remembered as someone that despite the odds I still became a champion. I've had more trials that I've had to go through being in this business and being "nice" than any person like you Toxicita and each one has only made me stronger and more resilient.
Zella shakes her head remembering all the reasons Toxicita claimed she was weak. She let out a heavy sigh before speaking. And did it ever occur to you that I'm not actually weak I just know I can do better? Did you ever think that maybe I was coming off as weak to throw people off in some sort of way? Yes, I did need Hanari to help me after I beat Blake Anderson but only because it was three on one. Do you think that if you were put in the same position you would have been able to handle the situation on your own? You'd probably answer yes but that's because your cocky and think you can't be knocked off your high horse. We're all weak in one way or another and I found yours.
You gloat too much for someone who can be better. Yes I'm saying you could work on yourself too and you aren't perfect. I push myself becuase I know I can but I also know my limits and will galdly put them on display as I've done so when I win it only proves how good I am. I let you in on how to beat me so when you come up sort you can finally take a step back and see you need improvements too. That's one reason I've stayed myself threw my whole career becuase I don't want to end up like you but rather I want to show people like you that you aren't all that.
Just in case I haven't made it perfectly clear yet I'm a wrestler who doesn't want to be like you.
You sound like such a hypocrite sometimes too. I have the god complex when all you've done is tell me how you're better and how weak I am and how to change myself in order to fit your vision of perfection in this business. And just so you know just because you don't think you can be nice and wrestle doesn't mean it can't be done.
You also contradict yourself when you talk about me being hot and cold then my reverse psychology doesn't work on you. If you can't tell if I think I'm good or stuck in my pity party then doesn't that mean my reserve psychology is working on you? Just wondering because one minute you sound like you have me all figured out then the next you sound like you're pulling claims out of thin air.
Not that it matters but O-mega does have to do with the wolf hierarchy but not the way you want it to sound. I am the one people look down on because they think I'm nothing but a nice girl with a pretty face. I knew I was the underdog the moment I stepped into the ring. I chose to go with O-mega because I wanted people to count me out so I could prove them wrong and that's what I've been doing. You think that because you call yourself an alpha it makes you one? If you're the only person calling yourself something it loses it's value. I had people calling me omega indirectly since the start of my career and instead of running from the name I embraced it. I took the name on as a badge of pride because one day I knew I would climb the ranks be something. I would prove everyone wrong and when they said my name I wanted them to remember where I came from and what they thought I would amount to. When I become a champion here you'll be doing the same thing.
The camera’s cut with Zelda standing tall once more with her arms crossed over her chest in a confidant pose ready to take on Toxicita and anyone else who didn’t believe in her.